I was doing Morning Prayer and found in incredibly boring (still do most
times). The best part was the daily Scripture readings. I often went way past
the allocated verses, simply because I’d never read the Bible and wondered what
came next. Trust me, the juiciest parts are seldom in
the lectionary.
The
Open Door Retreat had drawn me into the dual discipline of praying and meditating.
Moreover, we’d formed such strong bonds that we decided to meet for a 6.30am
Eucharist on Wednesday mornings and to continue our sharing.
There
was also those Old Testament and New Testament classes. They turned out to be
official modules for a theology degree so my journey into Anglicanism had
assumed a new dimension.
What
a relief to learn that the Bible was not a direct dictation by God to various
obliging scribes. There was no way I was ever going to take Jonah and the Whale
literally.
I
would also quickly learn two more words to drop at cocktail parties – exegesis
and eisegesis. The first is what brought the Scriptures and, eventually, Jesus
sharply into focus for me. The second is what I believe makes it so easy for us
Christians to be judgemental, self-righteous and downright cruel.
Exegesis
literally means ‘to lead out of”. It requires careful and objective analysis of
the Scriptures. Who was the author? Why
did he feel compelled to write? Who was his audience? What was the writer’s
agenda? What was the social and cultural context in which it was written?
In
short, exegesis requires careful, objective analysis that leads to a
conclusion.
Eisegesis
literally means ‘to lead into’. It involves subjective non analytical reading.
It’s what enables us to make the Scriptures mean whatever suits us. Frightening
stuff! It has been used to justify,
among other things, homophobia, gender discrimination, apartheid and slavery.
As
we learned to exegete texts there was a natural progression to liberation
theology and black theology. That’s when I knew I’d hit a home run. This stuff
was really working for me. It was also when I realised that no matter how weird
Anglicanism seemed at times it was also wonderful.
I’d also been taught Lectio Divina. A Latin term for ‘divine reading’ it is a way of
reading the Scriptures whereby we gradually let go of our own agenda and open
ourselves to what God wants to say to us. It is a wonderful way of listening with
the heart and can be very calming when life is hectic.
But
let’s get back to exegesis and eisegesis. I am still gobsmacked at how a Church
that claims ‘reason’ as one of its main pillars has allowed itself to be so
divided by varying degrees of the two conflicting approaches to Scripture.
Part
of the problem in Southern Africa anyway is that we Anglicans dropped the ball
on theological education. This is now being taken very seriously and technology
is playing an increasing role. But we did have a very dry spell and too many of
our preachers resort to eisegesis to make their point.
I
digress. Back to my journey.
I
was living in three worlds. My ANC comrades used the term ‘liberal’ like a
swearword. My upmarket suburban parish was primarily white and feeling
unappreciated in our new political dispensation. My clients were over eager to
capitalise on what they perceived as my political connections.
On
the religious front I was increasingly bothered by how ‘European’ the Anglican
Church in Southern Africa was. Yes we’d had Desmond Tutu as archbishop. His
successor, Njongonkulu Ndungane, was also black but it was still a very long
way to meaningful transformation. Worship
in the suburbs was worlds apart from the vibrant township services. Black
Anglicans who relocated to the formerly ‘white’ suburbs, felt like foreigners.
But
even in the townships I found a very white God and a Jesus who looked as if he’d
been born in England. Clearly our early Christian missionaries - convinced that
white was right and superior – had branded their product accordingly and
imposed it on Africa. For them conversion involved Westernisation.
(I’ve just carried out the same test on my Xhosa builder, my Malawian gardener and a black friend who manages properties and all in their late twenties, early thirties. It yielded almost the same result.)
But.......
The BBC commissioned a picture of what the historical Jesus probably looked like |
Back
to exegesis.
It was in those classes that I had my first inkling of how liberation
theologians had used it to reinterpret the sacred texts in order to give
preference to the poor, the marginalised and the oppressed. They had brought
new meaning to sacred texts that had for too long been used to justify slavery,
apartheid and gender discrimination.
It
is an ongoing challenge.
Congratulations! Vivian Boyack, age 91, and
Alice “Nonie” Dubes, age 90, who have been together for 72 years. They tied the
knot shortly after same sex marriage was legalised throughout America. How sad they had to wait so long.! http://bit.ly/1pI0wvE
7 comments:
I thoroughly enjoy your blog Loraine, and can identify with a lot of what you write about. Concerning "Is God white"? Well, Jesus has certainly been portrayed as being white, although coming from that region of the world, he probably looked more Arab than anything else, with dark hair and swarthy complexion. I have become very anti all the pictures of Jesus posted on Facebook. Every time I see one, I scroll down very quickly. I don't think that one can portray Jesus or God or Holy Spirit this way or that way. Perhaps the Holy Spirit can get away with being seen as a dove, or wind or fire, but as for Jesus and God, they are what they are, a mystery, a feeling, a sensation, something unfathomable, and for me rightly so. I actually like the way God is portrayed in the Book of Revelations. Very powerful.
By the way, the Open Door Retreat looks really good. Where can I find it? Can I google it?
I thoroughly enjoy your blog Loraine, and can identify with a lot of what you write about. Concerning "Is God white"? Well, Jesus has certainly been portrayed as being white, although coming from that region of the world, he probably looked more Arab than anything else, with dark hair and swarthy complexion. I have become very anti all the pictures of Jesus posted on Facebook. Every time I see one, I scroll down very quickly. I don't think that one can portray Jesus or God or Holy Spirit this way or that way. Perhaps the Holy Spirit can get away with being seen as a dove, or wind or fire, but as for Jesus and God, they are what they are, a mystery, a feeling, a sensation, something unfathomable, and for me rightly so. I actually like the way God is portrayed in the Book of Revelations. Very powerful.
By the way, the Open Door Retreat looks really good. Where can I find it? Can I google it?
Ideally it should be run by someone with experience. It is on Google but perhaps your local Catholic of Anglican priest would know
One of my favourite replies to "Is God white" came from Face Book friend David Levey:
Noo She's black!
Educational! Your journey has been nothing if not eventful.
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